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My pitas page
Thursday, July 6, 2006, 03:43 p.m.
Ain't this swell?
Nearly a year since I came here and my page is still here =3
Life updates:
- Song draconised me after all the funny events.
- Learnt of the I-Ching, Zi Wei Dou Shu, 8 Characters (we chinese should really look back at what they used)
- Made some friends, new ones.
I supposed you can call this "moved on", but personally, I don't think so.
It sucks so bad that I could only see the weakness of others only when bad blood is spilt, or rather that I would acknowledge it in a person after all the bad things that happen.
...
So there really is such a thing as fate, though I still stand by the fact that fate also happens with one's own decisions.
Sigh.
Its good to have a quiet spot to sit down and think over what has happened all this years, all the good things, all the bad.
Zzz..
Saturday, May 14, 2005, 12:30 p.m.
Yes, she hates me. And I still love her.
Saturday, May 7, 2005, 04:13 p.m.
Official blog is LJ:
http://www.livejournal.com/users/axiszer0/
Yes. I still love her.
She hates me now to no end.
I must not fall because of this.
Saturday, January 15, 2005, 11:19 a.m.
So much have happened.
So much to accept.
My heart still beats for the same person, even until now.
I have done what can be to stop it, but to no avail.
What should I do? What can I do?
There has to be an end to this.
Saturday, October 16, 2004, 08:40 a.m.
Infection
"Nan toka umaku kotaenakucha"
Soshite kono shita ni zassou ga fuete iku
Kodou wo yokogiru kage ga
Mata dareka no kamen wo hagitotte shimau
In the night
I sit down as if I'm dead
* Bakuha shite tobichitta
Kokoro no hahen ga
Sokorajuu de kirakira hikatte iru kedo
Itsu no ma ni atashi wa
Konna ni yowaku natta no darou
Ashi ga sukude shimau koto mo
Ki ni naranai furi wo shite iru no
Atashi no oroka na yamai wa
Dandan hidoku natte iku bakari
In the night
I realize this infection
Arayuru chiisana netsu ni
Obiehajimete iru atashi ni
Kachime nado nai noni
Me wo samasanakucha
Bakuha shite tobichitta
Kokoro no hahen ga
Sokorajuu de kirakira hikatte iru kedo
Itsu no ma ni atashi wa
Konna ni yowaku natta no
Bakuha shite tobichitta
Kokoro no hahen ga
Hahen ga hahen ga sokorajuu de
Itsu no ma ni atashi wa
Konna ni yowaku natta no darou
Friday, January 9, 2004, 12:21 a.m.
Sycia:
Mugendai no yume no ato no nanimo nai yo no naka ja
Sou sa itoshii omoi mo makesou ni naru kedo
Stay shigachi na imeeji darake no tayorinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa oh yeah
Mugendai na yume no ato no yarusenai yo no naka ja
Sou sa joushiki hazure mo waruku wa nai ka na
Stay shisou na imeeji wo someta gikochinai tsubasa demo
Kitto toberu sa on my love
Tuesday, December 9, 2003, 10:55 p.m.
Well, its been a year.
What a load of stuff have happened, sigh.
Its been some time since i graduated from poly.
Throughout the start of the year, i have somewhat managed to endure the ranting of my FYP teammate, suprisingly.
And while i was glad that the project was over, things happened.
The girl that had my undivided attention left for further studies(you-know-who=She-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named).
While that left me reeling about, grandpa finally gave up the good fight with that 2 months later, despite everyone's efforts.
I guess all of us must go someday.
All this time i was too absorbed into what was happening around me, to the point that i have offended someone.
Apologies must be made sooner or later, i suppose, but i guess that things are better off the way it is now ..... total isolation from each other.
Enlistment was a sort of getaway from all the troubles outside, but one cannot help but worry.
And when one returned the first time back from that smaller-than-Singapore island, one was very reluctant to jump back to the real world.
Fortunately for me, my friends, and "Lord Voldemort" stood by my side all this time.
And now after POP, feeling slightly healthier than what it was like in months, i finally decided to make my first blog post after some time.
Its time to do clean-up over the mess i made this year.
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